Life.

A roller coaster, emotionally, physically and mentally. Its undeniably confusing, blissful, frustrating all at the same time.
What is life ? A teenagers life, is complicated. A test, a break up , fights, the upcoming boards, social obligations, parental problems loom over us at all times. Its so much fun and yet there are times when you feel utterly useless...

But think about it, all these things seem so futile when we all are just going to die one day. Why waste time worrying about things that wont matter even 5 years from now ? I wonder ever so often as to why we're here, what we're gonna be, whether my dreams, or my friends' dreams are going to be fulfilled ?

What if 10 years from now, Im living a worthless life with no friends, family, love or even a job ? What if im stuck somewhere where i promised myself never to end up ? What if my life is a disaster ?

All these things cross my mind. For a while, I'm a little depressed. Then I promise myself that i HAVE to do what I want to do , be with whom I prefer to be with and live my life as I want to. I have one life. Its mine I decide.

And with that thought, I move on with a seemingly bright future and a ray of hope in my heart.