Wish a big black hole would swallow you up ? I do too.

Never act on impulse. Ever. Trust me, I say this from experience. All it does is bring days of painful self questioning and moments of “Did I really do/say that ?! What was I THINKING ?”
Trust is, you weren’t thinking.
And all you get is a bucket of hot steaming regret. Not to be bitter or anything, it’s just the truth and it applies to all people. The only thing it doesn’t apply to is shopping. Unless you go buy acid-washed jeans; then you not only need to think before you jump, you also need a stylist.